The Creative Mind & Mortality Podcast—S1E6: The Beginning of Denial

In this episode of The Creative Mind & Mortality—Season 1: Glass Bones, Episode 6—I explore Chapter 3 of the book, The Beginning of Denial, and the moment in human evolution when awareness of death forced the mind to develop ways to survive its own knowledge.

Opening with the song Hold On by Alabama Shakes, this episode looks at the tension between knowing life is fragile and still needing to keep going anyway. That tension may be one of the oldest human experiences. Once early humans became aware of their mortality, they could not live with that awareness at full intensity all the time. Something had to regulate it.

Drawing on Ernest Becker, Terror Management Theory, and evolutionary psychology, this episode examines the shift from neurological denial—the mind’s built-in dimmer switch that softens existential terror—to cultural denial, the symbolic systems humans created to make life feel meaningful in the face of death.

Ritual, language, identity, myth, religion, and culture itself may all have begun as ways to metabolize the rupture caused by the realization that we will die. These structures do not eliminate mortality, but they allow us to live without being overwhelmed by it.

This episode looks at how denial did not begin as a lie, but as regulation — and how that regulation eventually became the foundation of human culture.

This series is part of my ongoing work on creativity, death anxiety, and the psychology of meaning, inspired by Ernest Becker’s The Denial of Death and my book project Glass Bones: Art, Mortality, and the Human Mind.

The Creative Mind & Mortality – S1: Glass Bones, E5, Why Awareness Alone Wasn’t Enough

In this episode of The Creative Mind & Mortality—Season 1: Glass Bones, Episode 5, Why Awareness Alone Wasn’t Enough, I open Chapter Two with the song “Walking in Your Footsteps” by The Police, a strange and unsettling reflection on extinction, impermanence, and the illusion that the present moment somehow is ours.

I talk about listening to this song years ago while driving through the desert in the middle of the night during my time in the Army and how the idea of extinction feels different when you’re alone in the dark with nothing but time and your thoughts.

From there, the episode moves into one of the central problems of human consciousness: the fact that awareness of death, by itself, is not something a species can live with.

Drawing on the work of Ernest Becker, Terror Management Theory, and the Mortality-Over-Reality Transition (M.O.R.T.) hypothesis proposed by Ajit Varki and Danny Brower, I explore the idea that the same cognitive leap that gave humans imagination and intelligence also exposed us to the unbearable knowledge that we will die.

If that awareness had arrived without some kind of psychological buffer, the species may not have survived. What evolved alongside intelligence was the ability to know and not fully feel at the same time—a built-in form of denial that made consciousness functional. Culture, ritual, religion, and art came later, not as luxuries, but as extensions of that same survival mechanism.

I also talk about what this concept means for artists and makers. Creative work is often described as a confrontation with mortality, but it may also be a way of regulating it—a controlled encounter with impermanence that lets us get close to the truth without being overwhelmed by it.

This episode continues the exploration of Glass Bones: Art, Mortality, and the Human Mind, part of my doctoral research on creativity, death anxiety, and the origins of meaning.

The Creative Mind & Mortality Podcast: S1E4

The Creative Mind & Mortality Podcast
Season 1: Glass Bones
Episode 4: The Rupture—When Homo Sapiens Awakened

In this episode, I explore what may be the most important moment in human psychological history—the point when our ancestors became aware that they were going to die. 

Drawing on Ernest Becker, Terror Management Theory, and the M.O.R.T. hypothesis (Mortality-Over-Reality Transition), I look at the idea that human consciousness emerged alongside a necessary form of denial that allowed our species to survive its own awareness.

The episode opens with the song Burn the Honeysuckle by The Gourds, using the image of ritual burning as a way to think about the earliest human responses to mortality. 

From there, I connect the discussion to art, photography, and the idea that culture itself may be the structure we built to live with a truth we can never fully face.

This episode sits at the center of the Glass Bones series and leads directly into the next chapter on culture, ritual, and symbolic meaning.