It seems I've closed one chapter of my life and am ready for the next one.
As I look back over the last year (2009/2010), I see what I've done and I'm amazed and incredibly satisfied. Having these kinds of opportunities (Paris exhibition, Archer Project, etc.) is a rare and wonderful thing.
Henry David Thoreau said, "The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation". For the most part, I would agree with that. They're desperate because they are clueless about their purpose. The trick is to find your passion and pursue it with everything you have. Take risks, push your boundaries, and never quit. Passion is what we need more of - and I don't mean passion as in fundamental religions or passions that hurt people. I'm talking about a personal passion - it's always a positive thing, an asset to society, not a liability. Finding out why you are here and what you're supposed to be doing with your life is what we need to be asking ourselves. For the past 10 or 15 years, maybe more, I've been preoccupied with this idea and have done my best to be honest in its pursuit.
How do you define success? Happiness? Satisfaction? Is it relative? I'm not sure. Regardless of the definition, at this moment in my life I would have to mark 9/10 in all of the categories. I feel accomplished, appreciated and am very happy. Over the last few years in Europe, I've met some of the most kind and wonderful people in the world. Every color, nationality, race and religion - all beautiful, interesting people that helped me get to this point. I can't thank them enough for the difference they've made in my life.
I've talked a lot about stepping out of the spotlight. I'm beginning that process now. Some of it will be a little bit sad for me. I'll miss doing some of the things that I've been doing for a long time. However, it's time to move on and experience the next chapter/adventure of my life. I know it's time.
My exhibition in Paris (Centre Iris) just ended. It was successful beyond words. I'm eternally grateful and thankful for Pierre, Olivier, Benoît, William, Patrick, Bruno, and all of the students in my workshops; almost thirty of you! I would also like to thank all of the sitters that came for portraits. I ended up making almost 175 portraits of Parisians over the last few months. Talk about a body of work! I heard some of the kindest comments and had the honor of making portraits of some very important people in the world of photography. Merci beacoup! It was my honor and pleasure. And finally, Jeanne and Summer, I love you! What an adventure! I could have never, ever done this without you! Hugs, kisses, and someday we'll be having some more Chinese ravioli and Japanese Sushi in Paris!
There are some wonderful things ahead for me (art/photographically). I'm looking forward to sharing them when the time is right. Summer will be starting her studies in August and we (Jeanne and I) may have some big changes ahead, too. We'll see. For right now, let's say the operative word is: CHANGE. Change is good. Change presents opportunity. Don't fear change.
One more thing; I wanted to share some images I'm sending to Washington D.C. for an exhibition. This is Benoît, a Parisian artist and filmmaker. I call this, "Three Portraits in Paris: Chopin's Left Hand". You get it, I don't need to explain it. However, the Parisian model with black eyes may be a different story...
"Three Portraits in Paris: Chopin's Left Hand", Triptych - Whole Plate Black Glass Ambrotypes
"Parisian Model With Black Eyes" - Whole Plate Black Glass Ambrotype
This is Gwen, she was the sweetest lady you could meet. I made two plates of her, I kept this one. Update: I gave this plate to a friend, Joe Baltz, a photographer and teacher in Chicago, IL.
If you would like to see a small sample of the portraits I made in Paris, you can go here. Please forgive the low quality of the images, they were “snapped” with my small digital point and shoot. There are about 150 I never got snaps of!